Girl Likes Boy. Boy Likes Girl's Best Friend. Girl's Best Friend Likes Boy. Help?

Well, the more I keep trying to resist everything F does to get me to notice him, the more I DO like him. Problem: My BFF (M) likes him, REALLY likes him. Everyday I hear her drone on and on about him. I have to tear him down, to try to convince myself that he's not worth it and I don't want him. I also annoy and be mean to him, for the very reason- but he keeps at it. My plan is backfiring on me!! I'm torn between my best friend and a guy, here! Help? She is trying desperately to get him. I even had to ask him out... for her! I seen a 'yes' behind his eyes until I said her name. Then it disappeared and they darkened. She doesn't know I like him, she knows I used to though. I had a dream that he ask me out and I said yes, and the shock and betrayal on M's face was too much. I woke up screaming. But I do like him. (Cont.)